Missing You

Missing all of my family, including my SC church family, as the time nears the birth of the baby. This will be the first time I have a baby without them being around and just the thought of that makes me sad.

They have been a huge part of my life and I truly appreciate each and every one of them.

 They have gone through so much with me; helping me and sharing in each and every part of my life (good and bad), every step of the way, with hugs, encouragement, meals, smiles, and more love than I could ever contain.

 They cannot be replaced.

 I don't know how I'm going to do this without them; thinking about it makes me cry.

I love being in Florida, but I miss them all so much.

I always loved being able to share our lives with one another.

We are a part of one another.

I am a bit afraid, to be honest with you.

This will be my 5th C-section.

They won't be here; not even my husband.

He just found out that he can take off up to 2 weeks, but there's a catch; he won't get paid.

I don't know about you, but we can't afford to be without pay for 2 weeks.

So, he will be there for the baby's birth and then go back to work.

Our other children will be home alone, which isn't a huge deal, because they are old enough now to care for themselves, but I want them to be with me.

Oh well, I guess you can't always get what you want.

Well, I'm sorry for whining...I'll stop now, because it's just not very productive.

I just felt the need to share how I'm feeling at the moment.

I know that the Lord will take care of everything so I will just leave it all in His hands.

So, if you think about it, please lift my family and I up in your prayers.

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